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# veron
# 29 yrs old

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Knowing is not enough;
we must apply.
Willing is not enough;
we must do.
:Goethe:





Monday, August 15, 2005
 *i wished someone was there to listen to me and my sorrows*

So busy. So tired. So lazy. I made an effort to finally blog again. Many updates...

Firstly, we bought a notebook, a lcd tv and a home theatre system. It feels more like home with these essentials. yeah~
Secondly, we have been looking for gowns and suits for our ROM. I found and bought what i will be wearing.
Thirdly, we have finally booked for our big day, our ROM. We registered on 11th August 2005 once it struck 12 midnight. Our ROM will be on 12th November 2005.
Fourthly., i have been searching for and planned for the events for our ROM day. I decided on one and brought it up. We made a reservation at a hotel and will be booking for a ROM dinner for the day. Blah blah blah...
Lastly, things have been repeating. I was taken on a joy ride.. not wanting to talk about it.

Remember that friday night, we were on our way to hougang house. While on the way, in the bus she suddenly tells me she told her mom that i have been causing the bruises and injuries on her. Ever since she had starting seeing me, she had the bruises. I was shocked when she told me it. For god sake... who will be saying these things to their parents man??? I mean who will want to leave a bad impression on their parents about him/her. Attitude changed. Met mummy at the terminal and went together. I felt feverish and i walked fast. She had thought that i deliberately show mummy that we quarreled again by not waiting for her at the lift. I had told her i dont like her to slow down when things happen. That made me walk faster. In the end, she left when she was already at the void deck and while i was resting, mummy came in to ask where is she. Till then did i realise she never came up... never did i expect her to do such stunts. For this stunt, mummy had a '?' about our ROM. God please save me.......

Saturday night.. it seems like i made things happen again. Phuck da shit.... I stood at the corridor for about 2hrs. I had to leave when mom came to the door and told me to leave. I left at 3+ am. This is the very fucking first time i had an elderly telling me to leave. I got drunk.
Sometimes i just think that i am asking for too much. But isnt it ok to have requests; requests that aint too much to do? Who will be here to listen to me??

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DISNEYmouse winks
at |10:05 PM|
Comments:
I do not know. You really get angry easily. Out of sudden jus got angry. Thou u keep saying there's always a reason behind it. Yes! sure but u ask yourself isnt it 多余的??? Our agrument wun happen if you could have abit more 宽容的对待心爱的人??? 不要那么的紧迫???


I told u, i told my mom in a jokingly way. She dun take it for real at all. Secondly, u told mi not to attend my frd's wedding banquet w/o giving mi a reason. I think u are too possesive? What are you scared of? We already make a filing. I cant imagine life gonna be aft we officially, when u told mi it will be difference. You ask yourself deep down in your heart, does it really make a different? Im old enuff. I know what my love for you. What to do wat not to do. The way you doing is an unnecessary action that may caused a 3rd-party to exist or ended up in different way. Thou i noe it wun n i dun1. But I jus feel I so restricted. My sis told mi her bf wun stop her from gog out at all. And same for other ppl... who will keep their partner at home like a pet? We have always been disagreement over this. I told myself is it our thinking different? Or r we forcing ourselves to be together? It's not!!! But I jus wan you to fully trust me. These few days I have been very sad. I do not know... really!!! Sadness all ard mi. I found that aft filing u still not trust mi n still keeping mi at home. The sadness is the same as yours too "I wished someone was there to listen to me and my sorrows"....

You once told mi u wanna trust mi. Not restricting mi anymore provided I myself noe wat to do. But u nvr give mi a chance at all once i mention abt my frd's wedding. Jus attending only n its NO to u. What else to say? To tell you, he ask my frd how to contact me as i blocked him in msn. So my gal frd asked mi. So i told her im not attending. That happen begining of aug aft u told mi u wanna give mi a chance. Since these few days we have been in happy mood, n settle wat we suppose to. So i jus try my luck asking... u didnt give mi an ans immediately. So i noe le.... to my disappointment, u still dun allow. Den wat all those u told mi earlier on?? I "?" le....

I jus feel like "Hey im 29 le... cant go out with ppl? Isnt it a joke? Wahaha...."
# posted by Blogger Basket : Tue Aug 16, 01:45:00 PM
 
lame
# posted by Blogger DISNEYmouse : Tue Aug 16, 01:51:00 PM
 
wat u mean by LAME???

You totally dun agree???
# posted by Blogger Basket : Tue Aug 16, 05:12:00 PM
 
until ur me u wont know wad is going on
# posted by Blogger DISNEYmouse : Tue Aug 16, 05:28:00 PM
 
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