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# veron
# 29 yrs old
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Knowing is not enough;
we must apply.
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:Goethe:
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I cried. I decided to go to my other house to drink. I want to get drunk and cry to sleep. I really cried. I fell asleep. Then my phone rings at about 10pm. It auto off.. she has reached. Forced myself to get up and walk to the toilet to wash up. Felt like throwing up..
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
I dont know but i will try to find out. She had repeatedly given me the signal,"Hey! im still not sure about us". Suppose when deciding on something, let's just say buying something new, if there is a slight moment of hesitation.. then i am sure that the relationship has not gone through hardships. It sets me aback on the relation... 我有了疑问..这让我把放出去的风筝线收回了一些些.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Being over friendly.. especially to a member of the opposite sex, it is threatening to me! There is no good girls. A good girl is never faithful.. this is what i agree. The reason is that she can be friendly to me and at the same time to many other guys.. In life, you give something in order to gain something. Nothing is for free and you dont take things for granted. Give And Take! Dont be selfish! It is the best for both to go separate ways if both cant 配合 each's request, cause in the end it will just end up both being sad. I believe if a girl truely loves you, she will cut down whatever activities that is involving guys or behavior that will result in unhappiness. She will! Unless other wise.. she is not putting in 100%. Take it easy if this is the case or have the courage to give her up. This will be better. I am already prepared for the worst if anything happens. Guessed i am still young, i will have a bright future.. So why be sad over it? Live life to the fullest!!! =P
Monday, April 25, 2005
Can a male and a female just be friends? Or should i say would a male just want to be a friend? Recently i had received complains from my friend, saying that his girlfriend has been meeting her buddy and so call good friends. We are living in the real world where only the strong survive. I personally dont believe there can be 'good friend' between a male and a female. After all... the reason that let them get to know each other is hoping to develop a relationship. It is a real world out there.. (._.)
Saturday, April 23, 2005
True love dont exists. True love is only when you get marry or when you are blind. If you want to have freedom, dont commit. 大方can never be found in love.. want 大方dont get involve with love. I guess that is all i wanna say. (-.^)
Friday, April 22, 2005
Alright... now i am finally awake. I know what should be the way of treating things. I will just not be bothered about anything involving relationships. I will not care who, where, what, how and why.. if i get to know my other half is touched or taken advantage of, i will only say to her "good bye" simple as that. Am pretty sure that this is going to benefit me alot. :) hope everything is going well for the future. hehe..
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Saw the atrium sale going on at causeway point while surfing yesterday. Decided to go try my luck to see if there is still the tortoise on sale. Reached but somehow i feel i was being cheated. Left disappointed. Dropped by sun plaza. Nothing there.... Went on as planned, met her for a show. Upon meeting, she brought the jelly she kept for me to eat. Finished them and she finished my bubble tea... Then she asked,"my colleagues going for a meal in JB this fri, wanna go?" oh well.. that is going to be a No.. Then another one came,"would u mind if my colleage send me home everyday?" hell yes! mood changed. For a moment i could not concentrate on myself. Went bugis. Bought the tickets and went for tepan. Had a walk then to the theatre. In the mid of the show, she was shocked and gripped my hand so tight that bit of my skin peel off. I never realise it till i was eating my ice-kachang just now. Sent her home after the show.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Decided on going to look for the tortoise for her to redeem myself. First stop at cineleisure. Then to heeren. Cant find. Had a walk around orchard then. Walked to forum. Cant find too. Went on the suntec to try. Cant again. Guessed there isnt any to be on sale. I am feeling sad all of a sudden. Wanted to stop by a 7-11 to get a beer and get drunk off the night. Messaged Adrian. Asked where he is heading for the night. He replied and i meet up with him to have a drink together. Had a bottle of chivas and beer and vodka. Cant get myself drunk enough...Received a message from her. Replied her. Chatted over the messages. Agreed to meet me tomorrow at my place. Then Adrian called it a day at 3+am.. Went on the punggol nasi lemak. Went home straight away. I hadnt eaten for the day. Reached home. Cooked a pack of maggie for myself. Bathed and eat....
Saturday, April 16, 2005
☆∴.﹡﹒＊﹒。．☆....﹒。．∴＊‧．﹒..☆
Turned in early. Switched off the light. Moments of her weeping is still in my mind. Cannot control myself. Wet my pillow. Got to sleep. Did anyone tell you that the best time to cry is when you off the light when on your bed? Cause noone knows.. After crying you can sleep right away.
Friday, April 15, 2005
She sent 2 messages to my mail. While updating my blog, i logged into my hotmail. Saw 2 junk mails and opened it. It's her. How would i know she had messaged me?? No popup from msn saying that i have 2 new messages.
It wasnt easy to do all these to her. I dont feel great and i dont feel happy about it. I dont want to. I am feeling uneasy.... But why it just happen? WHY?? I cannot concentrate on the show that i was watching on my computer. Thinking where would she go? Will she be heading home?
Went on the gathering at paragon with her friends. Had planned to meet at 8:30pm at paragon then. I didnt turn up and no news from me too. Called me, messaged me and left voice mails. No way to reach me...
Switched off the phone. Diabled accepting calls. Had a bath and a rest. Had planned to meet up for the Levis show in Zouk tonight but somehow things didnt go on as planned...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................I dont know too!!!
Today is a hot day. It is going to be bad...
Saturday, April 09, 2005
What is a perfect relationship? Does it really exist? Is it wrong to be a perfectionist? I have been searching for an answer. If perfect relationship really exist, then why the feeling of the pain is so real. What contributes to a perfect relationship then?
Friday, April 08, 2005
Woke up.Switched on my monitor and come to know that the network is down again!!! What a day... Start figuring what is the problem. I wasnt really able to solve it till my aunt told me what went wrong; short circuit. Damn...
Thursday, April 07, 2005
My moto: How u treat me in life, u will get back double of it.
Monday, April 04, 2005
Met her at somerset. Went down to suntec samsung customer service to ask about a problem. Had a bite at moven pick. Then went to bugis to look for bluetooth and screen protector. For this.. i am having no idea why is there a need to get a screen protector for a new phone.. Is there money too much to spend for people these days? I can share the spending part with them.