Sunday, October 31, 2004
*sunday*

I got up at 12+ pm. Received a msg from veron at 10+am. Thanking me for last night. She is not feeling well today, had a bad sore throat and no appetite. Her msgs are different from yesterday.... WHY??????? Is there misunderstanding? Was it a one-sided love? Then what was last night? I cant get to forget what happened the night before. Were so closed then, now the feeling is totally different. I dont like this feeling. Im at a lost.
Should i forget what's yesterday and live what's tomorrow? or should i express how i felt towards her? Y must it always be like this.... im afraid to lose a friend. =(

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DISNEYmouse winks
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*night of disaster or start of a story?*

Im here to blog again. Woke up yesterday.. had a chat with veron not for long. Then i left for an interview. Got a hair cut and hair sprayed.. Guess what? The f**king boss told me he is not goin to hire someone just for 2 mths. What the hell! I specially wake up early in the morning to get my hair cut and he told me this! f**k this shit.! nvmz...

Then i receive sms from veron. Asked me to dbl o later in the night with her friends but i dont know any of them. ahhhh..... i wished to go and i hope to see her but i dont know any of her friends and they are all older than her. A big age gap! Damn.. it took me back. Lost.. Came back home, bathed and got to rest. After i woke up, there were 5 msgs and 2 miss calls... in which 3 msg was from veron. Asking about where i was? Chatted over the sms.. and i was asked again about tonight's plan. I have really no idea.. Got up from bed and get changed to go collect my pay at tangung pagar. Reached the work place at around 8.30pm. Got my pay at around 10pm. F**k up rite? Initially i msg veron asking her where she is. Then she told me they were not going dbl o but changing to MW. ahhhh..... I had wanted to go down to find her at dbl o. Her msgs sounds like she wanted me to go but scared im bored with her friends. what am i suppose to do then.......

Called tommy. He say he is coming to pick me up after passing the present to the bday girl. Reached my work place at around 10.30pm, we went to his house park his car. As planned, we went to a ktv. In the midst of enjoying, i come true with him. Told him i was suppose to meet veron then. He took over my hp... msg as he was me. Then finally veron agreed to meet me at rav. We quickly finished the jugs off and left to meet her.

Reached rav at about 2am. Met her and went into rav. She seems to have drink quite alot. It's the only thing that came into mind y she seems blur. Tommy ordered for a martell. Poured a cup for her cause she say she was thirsty. Soon the lights were on. The waiter shift our drinks to the sofa area. Went with her to the sofa. She told me she was cold and i hugged her. And it never stopped for the night. We were hugging and we kissed. I dont know what was on her mind but im sure of my feeling. Took care of her and we left at 5+am. Went to eat prata. Then everyone split for their home. Tommy asked her if she was coming with us to his house. She said she was going home and got into a cab. I actually never stop her from going back alone.... WHAT THE FARK! After that, tommy called her on my behalf. She told him because i never stop her and i never ask her, that's y she left for home. DAMN.. AM I REALLY A GUY?

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DISNEYmouse winks
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Monday, October 18, 2004
*has been a great day...*

totally bored to death in the day... then going for a scrub came into mind. Called up my friend and we are heading there to get myself scrubed. Damn... like it wasnt cheap. It's a hell $37!!! Luckily it's worth the money.. feels so smooth after it, hahaa...
Later we went down to a pub for a drink. Walk around the streets checking out the pubs.. and we finally settled in for this one we had never tried before. God, it's like paradise! haha.... scary though =p

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DISNEYmouse winks
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
*just another day*

First week of my holiday just pass like this... i cant believe that i haven got a job yet! How am i going for my trip! god help me........ im going to watch shows i downloaded

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DISNEYmouse winks
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Friday, October 08, 2004
*ahhhhhh.......*

yeshhhhhhhhh! Finally finished my exams... I need a job now... Want a bike, a new hp and air ticket to europe. I had long planned to go for a holiday trip somewhere in december and going alone. Hopefully, this can come true..... Who can lend me $$$$$$?

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DISNEYmouse winks
at |7:49 PM|
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